Wow

I came here to shake the dust off the 'ol blog and saw the last date I blogged here: April 2008. Holy crap! I've really been staying away from the blog. I guess it's because I don't have much to say. Well, I do, but who's going to care? No one reads this blog and it's just as well, since I don't think many people I know would want to read some of things I'd really like to say here. For now, let's just say that situations in my life are becoming more and more strained. For one, my job is a major source of frustration for me. It gets me stressed out on a regular basis, which is not healthy at all. My husband, for whatever good intentions he may have, makes me crazy. He leaves his morning dishes in the sink every day. When he does wash dishes, he does them half assed. He doesn't help with much of anything around the house. His role, apparently, is to be the bread winner and not much more. Do you know what he does after dinner? He falls asleep on the couch. Do you know when he wants to fuck me? 11pm on a fucking weeknight. What the hell??! So, either I'm fat and ugly or frigid, or he's clueless. If I didn't have the outlet of writing to release these things, I'd probably be a drunken whore. No, I'm too smart for that. Oh, but for fuck's sake, lay your hands on me once in a while! Make me feel like I'm more than some servant in a mini-skirt! Ok, I'm done for now. Really. I expect a call from him any minute now telling me he's on his way home. With my car, no less. I had to bum a ride so his car could get fixed again. Sometimes, I want to chuck it all and leave the country or something. And on top of that, I'll be 30 this year. Kill me.